It started on a day that forgot how to be sunny.
Elias wasn’t having a breakdown, but he was teetering at the edge of one—hair unwashed, tie askew, holding a coffee cup filled with orange juice because he accidentally poured it into the wrong mug and didn’t have the energy to fix it. His socks didn’t match. His eyebrows had given up trying to be symmetrical.
Then came Mira.
Red boots. Headphones too big for her face. And the ugliest, most delightful umbrella Elias had ever seen—green with little strawberries and a duck-shaped handle. She walked straight through a puddle like she was declaring war on gravity.
He didn’t mean to stare.
But he did.
And Mira didn’t mind.
She stopped. Looked at him.
“You look like you just lost a bet with God,” she said.
Elias blinked. “I think I did.”
“Want to walk together?”
That’s how it began. No meet-cute in a bookstore, no spilled coffee, no slow-motion glances. Just a girl with a duck umbrella and a boy drinking orange juice from a coffee cup.
They walked. Mira spoke like a firecracker—small, sharp, bright. She talked about clouds and metaphors and how she once wrote a 4,000-word essay comparing Plato to a grilled cheese sandwich.
Elias nodded, captivated, not understanding half of it.
He said something awkward about elevators.
She laughed.
He decided he loved her right then.
They became friends. The dangerous kind.
The kind where he knew her coffee order, her childhood fears, and the exact shape of her handwriting. He didn’t tell her he loved her. That would ruin it.
Instead, he listened to her fall in love with other people.
First there was Arjun, the street poet who wore scarves even in summer. Then Tess, who played the harp and collected broken clocks. Then finally Julian—her biggest mistake and longest lesson.
Elias watched it all like a quiet ghost, clapping politely while his own soul shrank to fit in the cracks of her life.
They talked almost every day.
He helped her move apartments three times.
She once called him at 2:13 a.m. just to cry about a fictional character’s death. He picked up. Every time.
Mira made the world feel like jazz. Elias made her feel safe.
She was chaos and strawberries.
He was the umbrella she never had to carry.
Then came the dinner party.
Julian, the golden boy, invited them both. Mira asked Elias to come “as backup,” which is code for “hold my heart while I pretend I’m okay.”
Elias wore his best shirt. It was navy blue and didn’t fit.
Mira wore yellow. She looked like sunlight. Julian didn’t even notice.
Elias did.
All night.
There was wine. Too much of it.
And then, at some point between dessert and heartache, Mira whispered, “Why is love always exhausting?”
Elias didn’t know how to answer.
So he told her a secret instead.
“I’m in love with you.”
There was silence. Then a blink. Then a smile.
“Elias,” she said softly, “you shouldn’t be.”
He didn’t cry.
He just nodded. Like someone who’d lost a bet. Again.
Life kept going, rudely.
They still spoke, less now. Gaps formed—first hours, then days, then whole seasons where she became a name on his phone he couldn’t touch.
Until one day, she was at his door.
Crying.
Mascara smudged like war paint. Her duck-umbrella in one hand. A bag in the other.
“Julian cheated,” she said.
Elias didn’t say I told you so.
He just said, “Come in.”
She slept on his couch that night. Elias watched from the hallway, hand over his mouth, willing his heart to stay quiet.
They drifted, again.
Eventually, Mira moved to Berlin.
Sent him a postcard once.
No return address.
The umbrella was still at his place.
He never used it.
He kept it by the door like a sacred artifact. The duck handle stared at him every morning like it knew.
Elias met someone else. Emma. Kind eyes. Quiet hands.
They married. Had a cat named Harold. Bought an espresso machine.
Sometimes, Elias thought about Mira.
Not out of longing, but like you think about a favorite book you never finished.
Years later, he was walking in the rain with Harold (now arthritic and grumpy) when he saw her.
Same red boots.
Different umbrella.
She was older now. So was he.
She didn’t see him.
He didn’t say anything.
He just smiled at the sky, which finally figured out how to cry and shine at the same time.
Then went home to Emma, where love was warm and imperfect and enough.
He passed by the duck umbrella in the hall.
It was still there.
Still closed.
Still waiting.






